i cant stop thinking of the guy i like. i cant talk to people about him that much though because theyre either annoyed or jealous. or both,,.,.sigh!

i cant stop my minds pacing and going in circles tjinking about him.. i wanna talk to him   . i wanna see him. i wish i could chat more with him, but i always get so nervous & feel as if that i'd be bothering him if i talked too much with him, or that he'd think i'm weird. 

i hope what i want to happen becomes true, and that this isn't just a stupid useless crush that turns into nothing once more.